How does the United States undergraduate course big three drop out of school sol

I read only four words: "Life is short."Because of this bitter and short, I do not stop, willful. -- Wang Zengqi, Human Plants and Trees On the road of life, I stop and go, had met the best youth, also come across the rebellious time, want to stop and stay, time is cruel urge to continue to move forward.These years of life is as pure as a dream, as muddy as water, I do not know the direction of the future, perhaps, no direction.I do not know when the dream will wake up, I do not know when the water will dry up.It was my own choice to study in the United States four years ago, but it was not my wish to fail. I didn't know what to do after I dropped out. I received the email of suspension from the school in December, and started to prepare for matters related to the appeal. I also issued a psychological certificate of depression. After a long preparation, I still failed, and my appeal was rejected by the school.The punishment is a one-year suspension with a 2.1 GPA and transfer back to school.I am also very upset about this result. After receiving the warning of low GPA last semester, I studied and looked up materials frantically, but I still failed to improve my GPA in a short time because of too many failed subjects.For the time being, I can only transfer to College to keep my legal status, and then try to transfer back to University next year. After four years in the United States, there has never been such a moment of despair as today. The idea of giving up is so strong.With the siege of time, my pace is more and more heavy slow, time seems to push me into a dead corner, let me fall into a Jedi, I was unable to save something, only endure the pain, walking slowly step by step forward.Like an insurmountable mountain, my GPA blocked the only way for me to graduate. In many cases, I even felt that it was a mistake to study in the United States. I only blame myself or blame myself. The wonderful life in the United States for several years can not be compared with that in China. Maybe this has something to do with freedom.Before going abroad, everything was under the control of parents, whether it was study or life.No freedom of their own space, came to the United States after the total indulgence of their own. As far as I am concerned, it is not very difficult for me to study in the first year in the United States, which is mainly about some basic courses. There is no problem for me to pass the first year smoothly.But after the sophomore year, I began to relax gradually. In fact, sometimes I was easily infected by the environment. Of course, this was also related to my self-control.I will start to attend various parties and go out for driving with them. Finally, my academic performance plummeting, my junior majors becoming more detailed, my learning becoming more detailed and my difficulty rising, and my GPA plummeting, finally irreparably. If I choose to transfer, I don't know how many credits I can get from the transfer, and I can only go to a worse university.Two months after I was suspended from school, I ruled out the idea of transferring to another school, because it took too long to transfer to a better school, and the main reason was that I did not want my parents to know that I did not graduate.In addition to transfer, I have another option, I can give up the undergraduate stage and directly apply for Master's study.Now it is impossible to continue my undergraduate studies, and it will waste a lot of time to transfer. Therefore, applying for Master will undoubtedly be more cost-effective, both in terms of time and money.I can also connect it with my undergraduate time and give an explanation to my parents. Finally, I get the Master Degree. This world is not fair, from the birth is not fair, good and bad are clearly divided, you do not recognize, there is no way you must accept.If you want people to recognize you, you have to be good, not angry about it for a while.Have the ability to squeeze themselves into the ranks of excellence, this society is the survival of the fittest, don't always complain, it has no effect.I am an overseas Jennie Turtle. I continue to share information about different emergencies (expulsion, rejection) every day.